Rei: Just go ahead and do it.
Red: But I don't know how to start.
Rei: Well, you've forgotten how to. I know that feeling, it's like you haven't touched it for so long, you try to and you're at a complete loss as to what to write.
Red: But I do have something I want to write about.
Rei: Then yours is quite a different problem. My problem is always that I didn't know what to write about.
Red: I wanna share everything that's happened. It's tiring keeping it all in.
Rei: Then why bother what the world thinks? It's your life not theirs.
Red: I know, I know. Sigh, the day I start writing again, will be the day I stop caring about how others look at me.
Rei: How do you know people's opinions of you will change?
Red: I don't know, but neither do you.
Rei: I'm not saying they won't.
Red: They might, and I don't want to lose a coupla readers just 'cause I've changed and they don't like it.
Rei: You might've already lost a coupla readers, not because you changed but because you stopped blogging altogether.
Red: That's true. And usually at this point, I'd say, "Fuck what the world thinks." but that brings us to the problem of, how the hell do I start?
Rei: Just bring people up to speed and update them about your life. [Continues playing Tetris on brother's iphone.]
Red: [Facepalm]
Rei: Hmm?
Red: That's the whole problem, I don't know how to start to write about my life. Sigh.
Rei: [Continues playing Tetris, failing epicly] Gahhhh!
Red: [Sweatdrop] Thank you love, you've been very helpful.
I wanna write again, but I have to do things in chronological order, a bit of an OCD on my part, or so sez Rei, the God of Epic Failure At Tetris. I have so many things I want to do, I want to write about my family matters, that's the very first thing I want to write about. But I just can't seem to. This irrational fear, that you guys won't like how I've changed, is holding my back.
I also want to venture into doing Anime Review Blogs, my style. And I want to continue with my Talk Shows. I've been wanting to continue my Naruto Talk Shows, finish them and start on Kuroshitsuji Talk Shows. And I can't do all these until I write about my family matters.
Sad face.
Sigh.
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